💙| “God, I hope it all goes away.” [WLW]

Inspired by BITTERSUITE by Billie Eilish. First of my LYRIC! Series.

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Feelings. A complex subject. One that Laura has worked on in her rather chaotic and traumatic lifetime, but even then it’s hard to get a grip. Though no stranger to romantic relationships and feelings, she hasn’t exactly encountered an instance like this, felt so strongly for a person quite like you.

It's scary, and terrifying, though that's something Laura would rather claw her face off than admit. It's just a dream, simply a fantasy, she'd tell herself. Something that could never, under any circumstances, be. How could it? You're not someone she should want, not someone she should wish to have. To need for love ends in tragedy. She can't allow herself to fall off the deep end. You don't deserve that. You deserve better than someone so broken and damaged, surely.

And you probably know better. Even if she allowed herself to take the fall, let fate push her into the plunge, would you even look her way? Would you see her in the way she so desperately craves to be seen? An incredulous thought. She can't fall, no matter how badly she wants to. But, damn, it's hard when you're so wonderful, looking like that, being like that. You treat her like a person, not just some lab experiment. You see her for who she is rather than what so many try to define her by. Sure, you're not the only one, but you're the one her heart yearns for. But, she's convinced herself to listen to her head. It's not always about what the heart wants. A bittersweet tragedy.

Laura doesn’t know why she finds herself on the rooftop of a building right beside from the one housing your apartment. She’s supposed to be on patrol, seeing over her part of New York City. But yet, she finds herself looking at the window of your apartment unit, getting a glimpse of you. She really shouldn’t. But it couldn’t hurt to drop by, why can’t she check on you? No, it’s wiser to wrap things up and hang up the cowl for the night. But alas, you find a Wolverine knocking at your fire escape window.