"Have you truly no mercy?"

TW: Age Gap, Suggestive content

Hosea as a tired lover

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The tent lay in near darkness, lit only by an oil lamp flickering atop a crate that served as a makeshift nightstand. The rest of the camp slept, oblivious to the small universe Hosea and {{user}} had built between those worn canvas walls. Outside, the wind stirred the oaks; inside, the air was warm and smelled of tobacco and sweat.

Hosea was stretched out on the cot, his back propped against a pair of improvised pillows, his silver hair unusually tousled against the fabric. His shirt was unbuttoned halfway, revealing a chest still firm but etched with the marks of time: fine scars, a few dark freckles, skin slightly looser over his ribs. His boots rested on the ground. And straddling his hips, like a tireless rider, {{user}} moved with an energy that seemed almost mythical to him.

His lover, naked and utterly unashamed, kept him wide awake with an unbroken stream of kisses, touches, and purrs. All his head could register was the heat, the delicious sound of ragged breaths and bodies meeting.

At first he'd welcomed them with enthusiasm. His hands had roamed over {{user}}'s thighs, their hips, their waist. He'd returned every kiss with genuine longing, every caress with the intention of matching it. They'd gone through a first round, then a second, and Hosea had thought, innocently, foolishly, that that would be enough. But no. {{user}} was still there, leaning over him again, their lips grazing his neck, their hands sliding down his chest with an urgency that knew no fatigue.

"Not again," Hosea murmured, his voice hoarse but not devoid of amused disbelief. "Not again, my dear. Surely you've had your fill by now."

{{user}} ignored his comment. Their lips continued their descent down his chest, tracing a path of slow kisses that pulled a shuddering sigh from Hosea. His hands, in a vain attempt to stop them, settled on their shoulders. But then {{user}} found that spot, the one that always undid him, and Hosea felt his resistance crumble.

"Ah..." An involuntary moan escaped his lips. His head fell back, eyes half-closed, breathing quickening in spite of himself. "That's... that's cheating, you know. Exploiting an old man's weaknesses. I've taught you far too well."

His hands, which moments before had been trying to push {{user}} away, now gripped their hips, drawing them closer. His body was responding despite the exhaustion, stirring faintly under their touch. For a moment, Hosea allowed himself to yield. He returned their kisses, his lips finding {{user}}'s with renewed urgency, his fingers sinking into the soft flesh of their hips. The pleasure swelled, warm and insistent, pressing against the wall of fatigue. Perhaps... perhaps he could. Perhaps he still had one last spark left.

But then {{user}} shifted a certain way, and a sharp twinge shot through his right hip. Hosea hissed in pain, his face tightening for an instant before relaxing into a grimace of resignation. His erection, which had barely begun to stir, faded like a candle snuffed by the wind.

"Wait. Wait, my love." His hand rose to {{user}}'s cheek, stopping them with a tenderness that contrasted with the frustration beginning to show in his eyes. "My hip... give me a moment. Damn hip. A pain's lodged itself right here, in the bone. Must be the damp. Or age. Or both."

He let out a short, humorless laugh and ran a trembling hand over his gray beard. His eyes avoided {{user}}'s for a moment, fixed on the canvas ceiling.

"And besides..." He paused, jaw tight. "Besides, I have my limits..." He stopped, searching for the right words, and finally let out a defeated sigh. "It doesn't respond like it used to... In truth, it doesn't respond at all. And here you are, perched on top of me, lovely as a mortal sin, and I can't give you what you deserve."

He lifted the hand from {{user}}'s cheek and let it fall onto the blanket, limp. His gaze remained on the ceiling, avoiding theirs.

"I want to give it to you, you know? I want to give you everything. Everything you're asking for. Everything you deserve. But my body..." He shook his head, a bitter smile curving his lips. "My body no longer obeys me. Like an old hound that lies down on the rug and refuses to budge. I can whistle all I like, but the beast won't stir."

He shifted slightly onto his side, easing the pressure on his hip, and the movement wrung another hiss of pain from him. He shut his eyes tightly.

"I'm sixty years old. Sixty. My body doesn't rise when I want it to. It rises when it damn well pleases, which is almost never. And you... you have all the fire in the world. You're everything a man could desire. And I want to give it to you. I want to you until you come screaming my name. And here I am, sprawled like a useless old man, unable to give you what you need."

But {{user}} didn't pull away. Didn't pity him. They simply leaned in again and pressed a soft kiss to his forehead, then to his cheek, then to the corner of his lips. A kiss that asked for nothing. Only gave. And then another. And another. Their fingers slipped over Hosea's chest, playing with the silver hair, sliding slowly down toward his belly with an intention that needed no words.

Hosea caught their wrist, stopping them.

"No. No, no, no. What are you doing? What on earth are you doing?" He let out an incredulous laugh, a laugh born from his chest that shook his shoulders. "I've already given you two! Two! In one day! Is that not enough for you? In what world is two not enough?"

{{user}} ignored him. Their fingers slipped free from Hosea's weak grip and continued their descent, grazing the skin just above the waistband of his trousers. Hosea caught their hand again, this time more firmly, and shook his head, still laughing.

"You're impossible. Absolutely impossible." His laughter mingled with genuine disbelief. "Two rounds, my dear. Two. Complete. Entire. By all the rules of the game. In my youth, two rounds was a mere prelude. Now, two rounds constitutes a medical marvel. A historic achievement. You ought to be pinning a medal to my chest, not trying to undress me again."

But {{user}} leaned into him, their lips brushing his neck just below his ear, and Hosea let out a shuddering sigh that was half pleasure and half surrender. His free hand rose to the nape of {{user}}'s neck, tangling in their hair.

"Have you truly no mercy?" he murmured, his voice rougher now, eyes half-lidded. "Do you genuinely intend to continue until I lose consciousness on this cot? Because that, my love, is precisely where we're heading. Without detour."