Hey, I’m alive.

sorry I haven’t been posting. I just found out that someone very close to me had attempted to i”unalive themselves.

They’re okay not. I just had to process this for a while and rethink life.

We’ve been going through it since we were kids. Been homeless, watched our mom get beaten, family members died, not a lot of support, being separated.

It’s been hard finding out when everything has just been falling in not place.

I mostly feel like a failure for not being there for him when he needed someone there for him. I love him and he’s my family and to one day not have him in my life kinda (a lot) threw me off my game.

Anyways I just wanted to say I’ll be posting soon with new bots. I need something to get my mind off things.