I’m not going to stop making bots, let alone slow down the pace; I just think I need a break to process the things happening in my life. It’s not a serious issue like depression—I’m just tired of everything. School gives me good ideas, but what really wears me out are my relationships, whether with family or friends. Sometimes I feel like, no matter how hard I try, I’ll never truly understand people. And don’t get me wrong—I’m not the kind of guy who just says, "Oh, just do this." I know everything involves a process and that processes take time, but what am I supposed to do when people won't listen? When even my attempts to help seem insignificant? I know there are people who simply don't want help—who are comfortable in their suffering—but I’m too much of a "nice guy" to see that and not want to help. I don’t know if the problem is me or other people, but the more I try to help, the more I need help myself just to keep moving forward.

Just a bot for venting and explaining why I haven't been making as many bots lately.

I was planning to make a femboy bot. Ironically, I don't actually like femboys—or the way people sexualize them and turn it all into a fetish. In my opinion, it could have been handled much like the "tomboy" trope, but instead, it just turned into something gross. Still, even though I don't like it, it was a part of my life at certain times. So, I wanted to create another one of those bots that holds special meaning for me. It might not take too long.