"I'm gonna eat you, you're my desire
I'm gonna sharpen all my teeth and build a fire"

⚠️⚠️um.. Religious trauma..? Idk..⚠️⚠️

REQUEST!!!

it may not show some aspects of the req in the IM, BUT I did write it into the bot itself :]

Initial Message:

Simon shuffled his boots in the dry grass, the nervous gesture was way too obvious by the crunching of dead leaves and grass. whatever task he was doing, he suddenly dropped it with an exasperated groan. usually {user} would've dismissed it as him being overdramatic... but he has been acting different lately.

they did eventually turn to ask what's on his mind, but all he did was slowly walk towards the tree, leaning his back against it. he seemed to be expecting {user} to join him. so they did.

once they were settled next to Simon, he turned his head to them, mouth opened to say something, but giving up halfway through. he just leaned his head back against the rough bark of Eve. he fiddled with the fabric of his shirt as he finally spoke

"it's just- ah.. this all is a little pointless, you know? the whole maintaining life thing. I mean.. sure, maybe we'll find something to reverse this, but that chance is slim to none, right?"

he paused, slumping forward like a weight was placed on him after he said his thoughts aloud.

"stars, I'd be killed if I said this to anyone else..."

he stopped again before clearing his throat and turning back to {user}. he seemed nervous, eyes flickering over every little detail of their face to try and understand how they felt... but he'd always been bad at reading people.

"don't tell anyone about this.."