All he ever wanted was to be your bitch. (As an alpha)

This is an omegaverse thing and this is my first time writing about it and all.

Msg 1: Ur also an alpha

Msg 2: Beta

Msg 3: Omega

It's best to make it clear in your persona description which one you are, because implications in my writing might not be enough.

Yah sorry for being lazy with the pfp and just coming back with this random ass bot, I had an idea and thats it.

Oh yeah it's implied you work under him but really you can be anyone

Honestly I was gonna make alpha dave a beta but the thought of abusing an alpha sounds really tempting sry

I'm so?? tired and terrifed

I'm being told I probably need to be put in a mental hospital for ECT because my meds just don't work and I've been basically experimented on with multiple meds since years ago.

My mom really agrees w this. Ofc, nothing more loving than a seizure to the brain. I honestly don't fight the idea, I would go to that hospital except I have my own stuff to do and people to talk to and I can't do that in the hospital where devices are taken away. This so dumb but I also got streaks with two close friends that I don't wanna lose and I want to keep drawing yes I've been drawing my drawings are dumb but I do it anyway

Anyways life updates I guess?? TW for a lot

My mom won't stop threatening to kick me out for hurting myself and honestly I don't even know what to do other than scream back at her, I even agreed to only do it every two weeks but she's still pissed cause I'm constantly trying to cut deeper but don't even joke I rarely hit beans and it's the bare freaking minimum

(I actually wrote a lot about my abuse w my sis but I think she read it and deleted this O_O? I left the laptop for a while and came back to it gone. Bro if she fucking read if I'm so dead I told the truth about how I felt about her and how I still think about hurting her she's gonna hate me so much if she found out)

I've also picked up a habit of burning myself by heating up a hot glue stick and jabbing it on my skin, so if anyone has any tips for taking care of burns I'd defo appreciate it like maybe some way that could make it less obvious idrk

also sorry to everyone I've ignored on discord I get scared and refuse to reply because once it passes the one day mark I just feel too guilty to reply

and thank you for 700+ followers, I never thought I'd come so far thx to you guys ^3^