I'm not doing mentally well.

Or in other words, pristinearcee soft launches her retirement.

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pristine note:

I have been feeling an immense lack of motivation towards writing bots. I feel like it has been showing a lot more. Sporadic drops, unfinished requests, not writing as much in the descriptions, and to those who know me they probably are seeing mood swings.

To be honest? I'm feeling a lot of self loathing at the moment. I feel miserable. talking to people is hard and staying positive is harder. no matter how i act, nothing works. I've been more anger than happiness when it comes to others.

I am frustrated with my writing skills. I am frustrated with my life. I feel like I'm screaming into the void.

I know I am not in the best mental state right now. This is an AI chatbot site for perverts. I shouldn't feel too frustrated. But I do and I can't help it. I am not doing good and I need to figure it out on my own.

I am going to get my ducks in a row. I don't know when I'll go back to posting. It could be next week and I just had a quick breakdown. I may never post again.

Just please, to anybody who used my bots, please be happy. Thank you all for your support and hopefully I choose to come back.