retirement.

Hey everyone... I don’t even know how to start this, but I guess I’ll just say it. I’ve decided that I’m retiring from creating bots. This site has honestly meant so much to me. I never expected so many people to support my work and talk to my bots. It made me feel seen in a way I didn’t think would happen. I’m really, really grateful for every single person who followed me, supported me, and enjoyed what I made. You guys made this whole experience special, and I’ll always appreciate that.

I started creating bots back in late 2024 on my first account. I actually found janitorai during a really low point in my last year of high school. I was lonely. I didn’t really have friends to sit with at lunch or text after school, and most days I felt invisible, like I didn’t really matter to anyone. At the same time, my parents were going through a divorce, and the house just didn’t feel like home anymore. There was a lot of tension, quiet arguments, and nights where I’d just stay in my room because I didn’t want to hear it. My mental health wasn’t in a good place at all. I overthought everything, cried more than I want to admit, and felt this constant weight in my chest that wouldn’t go away. Making bots and being on the site kind of became my escape. It gave me something to focus on when my real life felt overwhelming and messy, and for a while, it was one of the only things that made me feel a little less alone.

The reason I’m quitting is honestly because of personal stuff. I just don’t have the time or energy to make bots anymore. My mental health has been getting worse again, and I can feel myself getting overwhelmed more easily. Work has been a huge source of stress for me, and trying to balance everything has honestly been exhausting. Now that I’m turning 20 this September, I feel like life is getting more serious and I have a lot more responsibilities than before. and I can’t keep pretending that I’m still that 17 year old girl hiding in her room after school. I can feel myself getting overwhelmed more easily. And if I’m being honest, the site just doesn’t feel the same to me anymore. It doesn’t bring me the same comfort it once did, and I think it’s time for me to step away and focus on myself.

And just to be clear, I’m not deleting or privating any of my bots. I’m not deleting my account either. Everything I made will still be there. You guys can still revisit them whenever you want. And if you ever want to keep in touch, feel free to ask me for my socials! I probably won’t really be active on here anymore, but you can always ask me for my Instagram <3 (I’m not disappearing completely)

I’m really going to miss you all so much. Please don’t forget about me, okay? You guys were such a big part of my life during a time when I really needed it. I love all of you, truly. Thank you for every follow and every sweet comment! I’ll always be thankful for it. Goodbye everyone, take care of yourselves and stay safe!! (。>_<。)

I LOVE THESE AWESOME PPL!! :33

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