Don't mind me 'round here... No foreshadowing... 👀

Just a fall into oblivion

Edit: 18/12/25 8:49PM

Right, I forgot to put the screenies here:

Clynical update: 8/12/25 3:13 PM

I'm genuinely tired. I try to muster up the strength to do anything, but I cannot see it. And when I have the minimal urge to work, I am not in the place to work on JANITOR.AI bots, I have an image for my family, they look at me as that mostly innocent person of the family, but I am not that as you people can see. I am not who I should be on their eyes. Damn, I even started to talk and have a conversation with myself before taking a bath questioning if I should just change who am I completely. I should keep the joy, yes, that's my main plot, but like, everything else. I have to change stuff. I just continue getting mad over small stuff, then insult myself, then after I do that, since I actually got desensitivized (Or however the hell you write that) to myself insulting myself so much I try to continue insulting a bit more and that doesn't work. Duh. And honestly I don't know why people in a porn website would care about some guy's state but I think you people do and this was just some ranting that I have never said to anyone of my family or my brother even but it's easier to do it here. I don't know. I really don't know. The notification you received of me updating this is just a search of attention and that's another problem I have and like, I can perfectly like, you know, not. do it. But since I'm a dumbass I don't do it and I continue doing what I shouldn't. Damn, why am I even still writing? The joke got VERY stale here already so no one's laughing, and I'm definitely not bad in the head for real as far as I know sooo ehhhh

Update: 3:47 PM

I got the sanity back, uhhh... lemme see when I make this thing's lorebook.