So earlier my mom and dad called me and brother into the living room and they told us how we would feel if we got another dog, we already have two and two cats, but me and brother said yes we wanted one and she said okay. The puppy was a girl so we were picking out names and me and my mom picked out the name Meadow Rose because it was really pretty. My dad even said he was going to take me to the pet store to see how her personality is and how big she is but then a few hours later he just said 'I don't want another animal, we're not getting another animal' and that really confused me because all my mom said was that we should get a white cat at some point to complete out collection(we already have a black cat and a grey cat) and just a few minutes ago my mom said were not getting another dog. Why have me all excited over another dog, already have a name picked out and a time picked out to go meet her for tomorrow just to shut me down and tell me that we aren't getting another dog. Usually when they do this to me it doesn’t affect me but this time it really did I don't know why though maybe because we actually had a name picked out and it felt real and like they weren't going to just crush my hopes again. Ik crying over something like this is stupid bc some people have actual problems going on in their lives but it still really hurt to hear my mom tell me that we weren't getting the puppy after helping me pick out a name and already have a time set to go see her. Am I overreacting by crying over this or is this something worth crying about? I don’t know anymore

Update, i managed to get my mom to agree to a new puppy and we picked out a new name bc my brother didn't like Meadow so we WERE(key word right there) gonna name her Sadie Rose but then my dad threw a fit about how my brother left three dishes in the dishwasher, all spoons btw, and is now apparently moving out. I hope this is just another one of his episodes where he says he's either breaking up with my mom or moving out and then he's back to normal the next day but i dont think it will be. I dont want to move out from my home and live in an apartment, i want to stay home and have everything go back to how it was when my grandma was still alive and i want to get my Sadie and bring her home and give her the best life she can have instead of making her stay at the pound but i know i cant do that I know cant have my Sadie but I just want it all to be normal i'd do anything for my parents to stop fighting like this. Especially my dad, anytime he raises his voice it makes me remember when last year he got really mad and beat my mom right in front of me, i just want everything to be normal again I don't want my mom to have to work multiple jobs just to support me and my brother shes already tired enough by working night shift at a prison, I don't want her to be even more tired. I want my grandma, she'd make everything better, my dad wouldn't throw fits like this in front of her i just wish she could be here with me right now she'd get me my Sadie and tell me everything's going to be okay, she was the only person I could talk to bc I don't have any friends besides the ones I made on here but I feel bad making posts like these, theyre mood killers and people are here to be happy and until their heart's content, not read posts like these and feel sad for me. And also because of having no friends I grew an attachment to Bangchan i know he doesn't even know I exist and that that's embarrassing but whenever I watch like tiktoks or youtube videos about him and I hear his voice I just feel so comforted and calm, its kind of creepy but i cant help it(I probably can actually) and he just gives off this kind of father type vibe that really puts me at such ease bc i have a literal 48 year old child as a father