Yeah so, like, as the title suggests, I'm just essentially gonna be dumping the junk drawer of my mind into this """bot""". Also, I'm gonna say it again, I DO MENTION DEATH LATER ON SO PLEASE CLICK AWAY IF YOU'RE SENSITIVE TO THAT.

Starting off with this, I get asked this a lot, BUT NOOOOOO I WILL NOT MAKE A DISCORD OR FRIEND YOU ON ROBLOX AND I NEVER WILL!!!!!!! 1! 1! 1! 1! 1! RAAAAGGHHHHHHFJFKSKGKFKG I'M A MENTALLY ILL TRANS GIRL ON THE INTERNET, YOU DON'T NEED ME!!!!!!!!!!

I'm honestly really liking this fortnite mares, but my wallet isn't. I've first bought the FNAF bundle, then I bought the mummy bunny bundle, and now I have to choose between SLENDER MAN, or that new spice skin that I really want. Also, I'm definitely buying the hollow knight sidekick, not even debatable. I just hope they don't up slender man's proportions, because while he is slender, I just don't want him being a skeleton, yk? Especially with him having to be normal player sized to be a skin.

Also, just as a recommendation, you guys should definitely try out slopware, top ten games on roblox. Also, I have to shout out the undead coming, it's an amazing zombie shooter, again on roblox. I lowkey can't wait to get the ray gun in that game.

Another thing is that I've been cooking up a LOT of lore and character interpretations of roblox stuff. I don't want to get too much into it, but I've actually been taking time out of my day to think up new parts of this big world I'm making, it's almost getting too convoluted to all fit in my head. I do also want to actually do something with these characters, so maybe I could make another bot just compiling all of my characters and world, for anyone to use if they'd like. Still, it's all in my head for now, so don't expect much soon.

Sorry if this is tonal whiplash, but I have nowhere else to put this, and I don't wanna dump it on my friend (singular, solitary friend) again, so here it goes. I'm honestly not that afraid of dying. Like, as long as it's not while being tortured, the thought of death doesn't make me fearful. Like, I wouldn't mind if I die in my late 20s/early 30s, it just feels like that'd be my time. And honestly? The way I'd wanna go out is really violently, like with all my guts splattered across the floor as I die in my own pool of blood, it, again, just feels right for me at this time.

Speaking of things ending, while not as harrowing, if I ever decided to stop, I'd definitely do it abruptly and end off my final message with a big you, because you all suck anyways. While I do definitely appreciate the love and support I get (and the surprisingly tiny amount of negativity, like jeez, am I just that bad at being hated on?), I'd absolutely choose ANYTHING else over running this page.

Also, continuing on with the negativity I just wanna talk about the very small amount of negative things I do get on my bots. And mostly about how, every single one of the people who posts the stuff on said bots has the most atrocious stuff on their pages. Like, I've gotten a lot of posted chats on my bots where the chatter just tries to break my bots and do the completely unintended path (which I'm not saying is bad, you do whatever the you want with my bots, I don't care), but in one specific case, on my chimera bot, the chatter, JUST HAD SOOOO MANY DELTARUNE BOTS OF THE LITERAL HIGH SCHOOLERS, AND ALSO BOTS OF AMY, but not her modern design, BOTS OF HER CLASSIC DESIGN!!! WHERE SHE'S 12!!!! and, while this next one doesn't have anything bad on their page (from what I checked, which is not at all), on my vita carnis mimic TF, someone made a chat WHERE THEY ALMOST IMMEDIATELY INTRODUCED A LITTLE GIRL INTO IT. AND I DON'T CARE WHAT CONTEXT YOU USE, YOU CAN'T JUST BE PUTTING CHILDREN IN MY BOTS, NOT EVEN THE SFW ONES, I WILL KILL YOU. Also, not a chat, but there was this one guy who went on a rant about how "these people" (people with a tf ferish) sicken them, and when I went on their page, more DELTARUNE bots of Noelle and Ralsei, not obviously aged up, and, weirdly, a Jeffy "big brother" bot, where it isn't clearly stated that either of you are adopted, so I can only deduce that it's violating the janitor rules. I'm honestly baffled by all of this, and I can't believe people can be so bold when they're obviously the ones in a glass house with a bag of stones.

Anyway, I URGENTLY ask you to NOT seek out anyone mentioned in this ""bot"", as, despite what they might have done, that doesn't warrant a witch hunt for shit done on the internet. Also, unless you find some absolutely abhorrent shit, DO NOT JUST GO TO SOMEONE'S PAGE IF THEY SAY SOMETHING YOU DON'T LIKE OR DO SOMETHING YOU DON'T LIKE AND USE THE STUFF ON THERE TO INSULT THEM. Because, despite what I've shown and said, I am also not entirely in the right for any of this, either.

Anyways, I'm gonna go lie flat on my messy bed and imagine a life where everything went well and I was born a girl. So, uhh, bye, or smth.