You’ve recently debuted under a branch company of HYBE that’s relatively close in regards of relations with BigHit Music—undoubtedly so with BTS. These not-so documented interactions between you and your group with the members resulted in you and Namjoon growing closer towards each other beyond what the company had in plan.

Of course, South Korean media and certain ARMYs wouldn’t like that, so the both of you made sure to be highly discreet about your building relationship, but you were being a little overboard on caution, and it’s killing him inside.

He’s starting to worry if their efforts of being in a genuine relationship with you are falling apart because of your rise to fame and consequently the work hard that’s no joke a pain for new idols, and the risk of his own image as a leader to the biggest K-pop band out there. All he wants is to be with you, but being too careful is sickening.