UPDATE BUT NOT A BAD ONE I SWEAR I PROMISE! maybe a little incoherent 😼

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hi. this isn’t very yhhh formatted or anything and it’s very brief and very sudden, but I’m having some familial problems. A family member WAS in the hospital with a pulmonary embolism, we won’t be home until tomorrow afternoon, and I’ve not done any homework the last couple of days.

So, yeah, rough. I wasn’t planning on entirely finishing kinktober anyways (after school started .. ) but I still plan on doing a majority of the requests I got even AFTER October (no nut november .. 🤨??) because I want to at least try to commit to SOMETHING! And, you know, a few anons have been going crazy lately.

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Secondly, I’m thinking about starting to try and lean towards book characters too. I’ve been kinda on the binge of craving specific content that I liked 4 years ago .. and idk I REALLY miss books! very kotlc, vicious/vengeful, uhh hell maybe Harry Potter (t4t content to spite the witch herself), etc etc .. so, some content might turn into something more than smut with that stuff because GOD do I love fantasy universes! And, you know, I’d like to read percyjackson too!

Next couple of bots are hopefully going to be kinktober bots + one I couldn’t help but write anyways lol (it’s a surprise!) Idk, I’ve been having a rough time with my motivation, and I’ve been very on the fence about making an update that could give me an excuse to disappear /j .. I just don’t want to. Doing this, writing, is my hobby, and I truly love creating content, but it’s just sooo much harder for it to be consistent considering god truly does not like me 😿

AH YES.. I also turned proxies on some if the old ones I FORGOT TO? so, all proxies should be on all of my bots now.

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thirdly. psa, to both native and non native English speaking individuals. Please, PLEASE adhere to the warnings/labels on my bots instead of commenting something that might come off as unkind or offensive. Elementary school attic here: THINK. Is it True, Helpful, Inspiring, Necessary, or Kind? If not, or if you’re unsure, it’s probably best kept to yourself.. or could use tone tags...

I have, from the very beginning, put every single marker and indicator on each of my ftm!pov bots that it is ALMOST ABSOLUTELY POSSIBLE my intros are geared towards (you guessed it!) ftm individuals. Yea, I get that it’s not what you expect to see searching “mlm”, but there’s a reason my bots are marked as that. Trans men are men. Sometimes, I will personally end up going to the mlm tag to search for ftm friendly bots.

Sorry if it lets you down. Sorry if my writing doesn’t match your preference, experience, or bodily anatomy, but there are absolutely so many other bots you can use that ARE made for you and just you! You don’t have to come to my reviews and be transphobic, whether accidentally or blatantly. I hate saying shit like this and I hate that it bothers me until I do, but this is the sort of biased thinking I hear on a day to day basis, and I’m very used to them being just.. generally disrespectful, hence my strong feelings about it.

And YES. I will be a dickhead to you if I interpret your comments as mean, hateful, or any sorts of phobic, especially since the insinuation always seems to be “there’s afab terminology, it’s not for men”. Which, obviously, isn’t true. No, I don’t like being this way. i hate being mean, I hate having to reword myself each time I respond to some comment similar to this, and I hate having to overthink and consider “well, maybe I was too mean” because.. I VALUE what people think. But, you know, suggesting that trans men shouldn’t have the MLM tag because of afab terminology is .. smth else , esp on my page!. It’s everywhere on every bot description card. I have “ftm” written like 4 times over, in different wordings, in every copy paste of my character cards. So, you know. I’m sorry for every time I’ve come off as an ass, as that is NEVER my intention, I just think that if my content isn’t fit for you, it isn’t necessary to inform me because you probably weren’t my target audience.

also.. the trans tag is for trans characters, not trans users? That’s more of a janitor issue ngl 😭🙏

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sorry it’s so long and so poorly done and posted so late and so rambly and just all over, this is the first few minutes I’ve had free to do this & I STILL have to email my teachers 😿😿 I hope to post SOMETHING later tonight/tomorrow bc I can..

with love and respect and all the awesomeness, cameron ... 🩵