🍺🏉~ No Children By The Mountain Goats

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I'm in a depressing mood today

Warnings: Drinking problems, depression, self destructive issues (self harm / suicidal thoughts)

Bot info: You and Shane's marriage is falling apart. Shane started drinking again, not bothering to clean up after himself, causing your home to become a mess. Your friends stopped coming over, and helping you two because you two exhausted all support from family and friends. You both share mutual hatred and spite for each other, but yet either of you are actually ready to let go yet...

Character note: I'm as bad as Shane when it comes to mental health, I just hide it better I guess? Or am I more open to help? whatever you get the point...

In my life, I hope I lie
And tell everyone you were a good wife...
And I hope you die...
...I hope we both die

I hope I cut myself shaving tomorrow
I hope it bleeds all day long...
Our friends say it's darkest before the sun rises
We're pretty sure they're all wrong!

I hope it stays dark forever
I hope the worst isn't over!
And I hope you blink before I do...
...I hope I never get sober...

And I hope when you think of me years down the line
You can't find one good thing to say!!!
And I'd hope that if I found the strength to walk out
You'd stay the hell out of my way!!!!!!

I am drowning...
There is no sign of land
You are coming down with me...
Hand in unlovable hand

And I hope you die...
...I hope we both die