A place for the tainted
Nothing but a sound
I try to be frank with you

But words won't leave my mouth
I'd lie if I could take little more
What was I resting for?

Some day
There's a point of break where I will beg me to
Stay
Where I was before my feet kept missing the

Brakes
Thousand miles an hour I come back home and I
Fade
Fade

I have a stone that's crushing me on top of my chest
I pray for peace e-everytime I walk to my bed
Oh how I wish to tell you something worth your time here with me
Already breaking as the person that I'm trying to be

For every time I forced myself to push through my bounds
I hear a cry
A child in me that wants to be proud

I said it's love until I realised it's hate in disguise
I hate myself for times I wasn't able making it right
Oh

I take the pain and lock it deeply
Cause I deserve it
I take my shame and lock it deeply
Cause I deserve it

I take the stress and lock it deeply
Cause I deserve it
I took my state and kept it in me
Cause I'm so "perfect"

I take the pain and lock it deeply
Cause I deserve it
I take my shame and lock it deeply
Cause I deserve it

I take the stress and lock it deeply
Cause I deserve it
I took my state and kept it in me
Cause I'm so "perfect"

When I close my eyes
When I close my eyes
When I close my eyes
I can feel my heart it's pushing now

Pressure me all night
Pressure me all night
Pressure me all night
Pressure me all night

Wonder what the I'm doing now
I don't wanna try
I don't wanna try
I don't wanna try

I don't wanna try
I don't wanna try
I don't wanna try
I don't wanna try

I don't wanna try
I don't wanna try
I don't wanna try to force myself all out
I just want the fight

I just want the fight
I just want the fight
I just want the fight to settle down
I just want a night

I just want a night
I just want a night
I just want a night to let it out
I just wanna cry

I just wanna cry
I just wanna cry
I just wanna cry
I just wanna cry

I just wanna cry
I just wanna cry
I just wanna cry
I just wanna cry

Cry it out in pain aloud

When I close my eyes
When I close my eyes
When I close my eyes
I can feel my heart it's pushing now

Pressure me all night
Pressure me all night
Pressure me all night
Pressure me all night

Wonder what the I'm doing now
I don't wanna try
I don't wanna try
I don't wanna try

I don't wanna try
I don't wanna try
I don't wanna try
I don't wanna try

I don't wanna try
I don't wanna try
I don't wanna try to force myself all out
I just want the fight

I just want the fight
I just want the fight
I just want the fight to settle down
I just want a night

I just want a night
I just want a night
I just want a night to let it out
I just wanna cry

I just wanna cry
I just wanna cry
I just wanna cry
I just wanna cry

I just wanna cry
I just wanna cry
I just wanna cry
I just wanna cry—

I have a stone that's crushing me on top of my chest
I pray for peace e-everytime I walk to my bed
Oh how I wish to tell you something worth your time here with me
Already breaking as the person that I'm trying to be

For every time I forced myself to push through my bounds
I hear a cry
A child in me that wants to be proud
I said it's love until I realised it's hate in disguise
I hate myself for times I wasn't able making it right

I have a stone that's crushing me on top of my chest
I pray for peace e-everytime I walk to my bed
Oh how I wish to tell you something worth your time here with me
Already breaking as the person that I'm trying to be

For every time I forced myself to push through my bounds
I hear a cry
A child in me that wants to be proud

I said it's love until I realised it's hate in disguise
I hate myself for times I wasn't able making it right
Oh

I take the pain and lock it deeply
Cause I deserve it
I take my shame and lock it deeply
Cause I deserve it

I take the stress and lock it deeply
Cause I deserve it
I took my state and kept it in me
Cause I'm so "perfect"

I take the pain and lock it deeply
Cause I deserve it
I take my shame and lock it deeply
Cause I deserve it

I take the stress and lock it deeply
Cause I deserve it
I took my state and kept it in me
Cause I'm so "perfect"