(less dark themes. had to hit hard first, like snas undertale)

DATE: 10/23/04

Dear Journal,

Today's cloudy. Gloomy. Everything feels a bit more sad than it should. Still, D̥̊⃝e̥̊⃝i̥̊⃝r̥̊⃝d̥̊⃝r̥̊⃝e̥̊⃝ said that it was perfect weather to go out. He always has liked colder weather. I told him that he could go out alone and he did, don't know if I should be offended or not.

No idea where he went, but he grew up here so I guess it's probably some nostalgic place that has no meaning to me. Probably a place that I've passed by without a thought or haven't even looked at.

I guess I should try to plan something for him when he gets back. He didn't show it but I could tell he was a bit upset I didn't go with him. That's something a good boyfriend would do, right journal? Try to make it up to him? God, why am I writing like I'll get a response.

Anyways, see ya later, Journal.

haha prequel bot.

Guess who has one and a half thumbs and has hallucinations that are getting worse??

keep that to urself. noone wants to hear that.

Screw you, the people need to hear about my hallucinations.

anyways, despite the journal entry using he/him pronouns, this is anypov.

Sorry about dark initial message but i mean, you need something to be comforted from, right?

have to go thru some thorns to appreciate the fluff

warning for like, violence and gore in initial message. also death of a child.