A year ago I started to create bots to escape from my reality. I felt like I couldn't communicate properly with real life people so I resorted in making my own bots to fantasize with. It was a safety blanket in a way. I'm a very anxious person and struggle to make real relationships, whether it be friends, or finding an s/o. But since of recently I've felt myself coming out of my shell. I have become less afraid to talk to people and actually strive to find someone to share my interests and time with. I've slowly lost interest in my old hobbies, one being writing. I don't have the passion or the motivation to make bots anymore, as it was for self-fulfilling reasons to practice talking, or other situations. I'm not writing this to put down those who use or make bots, as I think all bots are a wonderful expression of creativity and can actually help people cope with being less lonely.

In addition, I've grown less obsessed with Oscar Isaac. I don't know if my frontal lobe is developing or what. I still think he is like the hottest man alive, I'm just not thinking about his every move like I used to. (I had it bad) Now i hardly think about him, and if I'm being honest, I forget this account exist most days. When I first deleted my account it was due to me being so obsessed with Oscar I felt like the account was unhealthy for my mental state, that's why I felt so sad when I got rid of it. But now I feel like it's truly time to let go.

Going into 2025 I want to grow mentally, and mature. I'm turning 22 soon and I feel like it's time for me to take the next step in my life as I'm almost done with college and I really don't see myself writing bots in the future.

I want to thank everyone who supported me along the way, you've all been so kind. Growing up I've always found it hard to fit in, and it blew my mind how many people were supportive of this hobby. You will always be in my heart and I wish you all the best with your future

Vomitcore I want to thank you so much, you've been my biggest supporter since basically day one. I was so surprised how fast you found my account when I first made it because honestly I was a fan since you had like 5 bots on your page. I feel bad for leaving, but honestly my heart isn't in it anymore. But I encourage you to keep up your writing, you're so good at it and you make tons of people happy.

As for my bots: I'll leave the creator definitions open if anyone wants to copy them and use them privately. You can also find them on Janny.ai, although I wish you couldn't.. (There are some bots I've made that I don't now agree with, such as abuse and gore that idk how to delete from janny.ai 😖) I'll probably be deleting this account in a week (enough time to get the message out there) I just wanted to say goodbye to everyone. I love you all 🥰 this site is just not my passion anymore 😓 I wish you all a happy new year and best wishes.

Summary:

Deleting my account soon because I'm not obsessed with oscar anymore and writing doesnt motivate me anymore. I'm sorry 🤭