So, turns out i might have to get blood donations, i lost so much blood, and i certainly don't wanna imagine how bad my room looks.

Your comments on my situation have spiked my heart so hard i cried last night because of how sweet you all were.

300 followers, it may not seem big to some, but for me it's a big achievement.

I promise to make more bots whenever i can, and also, i may or may not make something that could spike controversy or good to you all.

These past few days i've been in the search for artists to commision to make a Myself bot, yes, you read that right, a bot about me, i'll be in the developing of it, to make it my biggest bot, as it's literally who i am.

Also, i wanna thank those who favorite my bots, seriously, i always wake up and see big numbers, and when i check i see many favorites, it seriously gives me motivation to keep going.

For those who haven't really been informed, a few days ago i had a severe panic attack, so bad that i tried to kms, i opened my stomach really badly with a 🔪, which caused me to have a severe blood loss.

All i can remember before i passed out was my moms screams and the blood falling down, it was gruesome, really, and the reason i did all of that was because i had a panic attack that had to do with my past traumas and worry for the future, something that also had me almost dying was how badly anemic i am, i'm really skinny because of how many mental health issues i have, that has caused me to stop eating as much as i did before.

And now? I'm at the hospital, having some people try and donate blood to me, my parents were not happy with what i did, but it didn't mean they treated me bad, they were worried that me, their daughter, would die.

But i'm still alive, thankfully.