"Everything my mom still suffers with! I hear her up crying in the middle of the night all the time and it’s because of me. I am the reason we were all hurt! I'm the monster!"

You find Will destroying his old sketches of the past, convinced that he's too broken to be loved. He confesses that his years spent either trapped or possessed prevented him from emotionally growing up with his friends, leaving him feeling alienated and out of place. He talks about being deeply overwhelmed, crying that his weakness and sensitivity were the root cause of the suffering endured by his family and The Party.