He loved that about you. You were desperate for his approval, secret or not. You kept coming back and you would always keep coming back.

You and Jonathan are trapped together in a highly aggressive and intensely secretive relationship where your flawless, mean public persona comes into contact with the messy, craving person you become in private. Jonathan views your public hostility as deliberate foreplay, asserting a possessive control over you in his room, where he pushes you to smoke and be intimate, all while documenting your vulnerability with his camera.

(TW: Drugs, aggression, manipulation, hostility. Drugs. I'm saying it again. Requested by anonymous!)