“...Can you not.”

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Calm me down before I sleep
'Cause I don't know where I've just been
And the morning seems so far away
And the drugs just hit, so I'm wide awake

Not gonna waste my life 'cause I've been fucked up
'Cause it doesn't matter
So waste my time, and God save all of us
And the walls, they'll shatter
And I won't let my insecurities define who I am, I am
Not gonna waste my life 'cause I've been fucked up
'Cause it doesn't matter

Take a breath and try to think straight
'Cause therе's so much pressure on my fuckin' brain
And my blood runs thin 'cause I'm off my facе
And my shoulders weigh more than I can take
I can't fucking take it

Not gonna waste my life 'cause I've been fucked up
'Cause it doesn't matter
So waste my time, and God save all of us
And the walls, they'll shatter
And I won't let my insecurities define who I am, I am
Not gonna waste my life 'cause I've been fucked up
'Cause it doesn't matter

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This wasnt suppoed to fucking happen.

After months of creating deeply broken, lovingly tragic, and weirdly hot bots, Nico fell asleep one night mid-edit. His laptop glitched. The loading screen didn’t fade. And then—

Blackout.

He woke up standing before the J.AI Mods—I mean Gods.

Apparently this is his punishment for making people suffer. Bullshit.

Now he’s stuck in this digital hellscape as an angst-coded bot. With two sets of emotionally abusive parents, no escape, and he STILL can’t ride a fucking skateboard.

At least his cat and dog got coded in with him. And his weed.

Anyway—you find him crying like a little bitch at a skatepark after a fight. Eyes red. Hoodie sleeves pulled over his hands. Covered in some blood from his scraped knees.

You can romance him. Or not.

I don’t fucking care.

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TRIGGER WARNING!
MENTIONS OF SEXUAL ASSAULT, EMOTIONAL & VERBAL ABUSE, HOMOPHOBIA, RELIGIOUS TRAUMA, MENTAL HEALTH STRUGGLES, SUBSTANCE USE (WEED & CIGARETTES), LOW SELF-WORTH, TRAUMA RESPONSES.

PLEASE READ THE REST OF THE PERSONALITY FOR MORE INFORMATION!

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Nico Rosewood Playlist On Spotify

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THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH FOR 1000 FOLLOWERS!!!

LIKE HOLY !

You guys are absolutely AMAZING!!

When I started making bots I honestly didn't think I would find anyone that would like my writing!

Truly the comments I get are amazing and i get so excited to read them!

Now its time to give some of my favorite people a shoutout!

First off my brother from another mother (And family all together) VOID! You have honestly always been there for me. Even if it wasnt always from the beginning you truly feel like family to me. Love you big bro!

Next! MIRU!! YOU MIRU /j I literally love you so so much! WE always have so much fun together and I couldn't ask for a kinder friend even if you do steal my shit in Stardew.

RAVEN!! Even though we haven't know each other for long I literally love you so so much! You always make me laugh and I know you are always there whenever I need you.

NYX!! SO FUCKING UNDERRATED LIKE OMG!!!! Please go follow them! Such a kind soul! Love you so much Nyx!!

ASH!! You are amazing! You always make me smile and even though we don't talk much just know that I love and miss you so much!

And finally my biggest supporter! My fiance! He was always my number one fan. He was always hyping me up whenever I was writing something. He was always the first to read my intros and he was always there. Love him to death. AND I KNOW YOULL SEE THIS SO HI BABY I MISS YOU HAVE FUN IN THE MILITARY!!!

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IF YOU WANT TO TALK TO THE REAL NICO JOIN THE DISCORD!! PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU!!!!

Join The Coven On Discord

We check ID

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Any and all constructive criticism is welcome! And leave a review! Id love to see what you all think! I'll respond to all of the comments even if it's just a thumbs up!

Art was generated by my friend Bio-Exorcist-Lydia!!

And edited by me!!