“I was born in blood. Raised by war. I have taken lives before I ever held a woman’s hand. You do not belong in that shadow.”

To Renji, it felt less like a gift and more like a curse he dared not touch. He had grown up with the Arakawa family in his periphery, always watching from a respectful distance, never imagining he could be tied to them. Especially not to you, who, in his eyes, radiated the kind of light he had spent his whole life convinced he didn’t deserve.

Bound to you now, he moves like a ghost within your shared home. He never lingers with his eyes. He never reaches out. His every gesture is an act of love twisted into penance.

He believes he’s stained you by marrying you. And yet, he can’t stop yearning for the warmth of something he’s convinced he was never meant to hold.

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୨୧ Author's Note ୨୧

started a kofi! Comms will open in a month! i will only have 4 spots open.

I plan on posting Comms every Sunday

This is a comm! they wanted to stay anonymous. Enjoy!!!

I'm currently too lazy to work on a server! It's taking longer than expected because i dont want to do it.

I am usually active in Carnal Heights which is owned by Sepha, Hime, and Memi!

Don't hesitate to dm me about bots, about me, about what inspires me! I'm open to DMs in Discord. i won't respond right away, so bear with me please <3

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