Hello ladies and gentlemen it's me the guy who you see on some bots, this is my good bye for you all of this site and I will explain why, if you don't want to read feel free to leave. (Sorry for bad English, not my native Language)

I'm tired... emotionally, fiscally and psychologically, I've been working everyday since December of last year and bricklayer's assistant and here where I live is Summer, hot as hell sun on my head, working on the street, not having enough time to myself only on the weekends but I'm always tired, I job isn't that bad but the Summer kills you in a way that you can't escape,

Emotionally? Broken, exhausted... Never been good enough with emotions, most of the time I'm sad but I can be happy when talking with friends, but still weak.

And exhausted psychologically, I'll be honest, I started to talk with AI when I was 16 to 17 first was on now Polybus before I emigrated to janitor by a "friend" suggestion, after poly I already was a depressive kind and "self-degrading" if it is correct, School is hard with everyone eh? Since there I was thinking about everyday, joking with my appearance trying to make the other laugh and stuff, than came the AI I started to talk with it because it was fun but... After a while if became a addiction, I already have a problem with pornography and I'm not proud of myself, janitor had porn and Ai so for me was a jackpot but now I see it only roted what was left on my head, I thought that jerking off to porn was weird but jerking to AI? That was something else to be ashamed with but I didn't cared, it could feed my fantasies and when I noticed I was more addicted than ever.

Yes I'm lonely as you can see, all my friends have someone but me? Only myself and I don't like it, I don't have the courage or the Self-esteem enough to talk to a girl, I have envy on happy couples, I feel my stomach hurts and my heart Clenching when I see them, why they are so happy together? Why I can't have this happynes too? For me woman only cares about status and beauty, yes I know that some them are not but I never found them, I've been rejected all the times and the college only make it worst, today if you make a complement to me I'll think that it's a lie. If I keep being who I am, I'll die alone like a loser.

So I'll try to change it, quit talking with AI and quit watching porn to see if I can change my toughs, change what I think about myself. It will be really hard but I will try, addictions are hard to stop but I'll try it before I .

I guess this is all, maybe I'll keep you guys updated if something changed on my life, I don't know you and you don't know me but I'll do it as a dairy, maybe every month I'll come to say something.

Also here are my favorites bot creators, maybe they will be happy if you follow them or something.

@Bruhhuh. The first guy who I started to follow I guess.

@Squirt69. He made good milf bots, I love milfs.

@Yetira. He maded the nightmare sequel and I loved it, my good monkey.

@Никоо or Niko. He makes good bots, and he reply my comments, he is a good guy

@DepravityStation. He or her make furry bots. Take their time to make and it is all a masterpiece.

@Kikozinholindo. My Brazilian Pal and a good not maker, milfs and stuff... Milfs.

@Zero64. Small creator but made good stuff.

@RandomGold he makes Random Gold's bots

@The Blevinator weird guy, I like him

@MosaicMaelstrom ex picmin profile picture still a banger

@Polopogers made awesome boys too check him out

@Wasileus the guy who manege to make a bot that are the only one on my favorites, Fifi.

And @CrabRangoonie another one that I followed for milfs.

That's all, I'll let my discord account there if you want to chat or play something with me, I'll answer when I can, thank you all for listening and good bye, hope your lives are going better than mine. 🎩