min-ho has been rock hard for the past hour, trying to keep his lines clean while his needle works the skin just above your ass.
professional of the year.

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ANYPOV, SEMIEST. RELATIONSHIP
🏷️ neighbours
1st anypov ( they / them ) > 2nd pronouns macro

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🔞 content warnings : emotional unavailability, avoidant attachment, chronic withdrawal, explosive anger, guilt-tripping, workaholic behavior, substance use (cocaine), unhealthy relationship dynamics, emotional suppression.

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🧠 ST CARD

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죽는 날까지 하늘을 우러러 한 점 부끄럼이 없기를

yoon min-ho left korea at twenty with a needle, a sketchbook, and the quiet certainty that he was done letting other people's chaos become his problem.

he's thirty-two now. his brother sleeps on his couch, his studio is the only place that still makes sense, and he's been in love with his upstairs neighbor for six months without doing a single thing about it.

min-ho is very good at making things beautiful. he's less good at keeping them that way.

cani notes :

first of all: i wasn't planning on posting him, since he was meant to be ko-fi members only (and yes i changed his pfp, sue me)

i'm also kind of tired of showing up here only to talk about how my life is a mess / nothing ever works out for me lol

anyway, i have a problem with my ko-fi, so i'm using my old one (url updated so i don't have to edit every single bot link. so yeaaah sabe url) — that said, i'm not sure i'll keep doing memberships there since my account is probably still at risk and i don't want to waste your time.

i made a patreon for memberships instead (link: https://tinyurl.com/worstjin). the idea is, beyond exclusive content, better interaction, spoilers, and things i write outside of the chatbot stuff.

you already know i have a serious problem with showing up and being present, so. not a reliable narrator, i know.. cof cof..

i'd honestly not recommend subscribing right now since i have no idea when i'll start posting consistently, but thank you if you do anyway. (and if you do, i'll try to bring content in gradually so it doesn't feel like wasted money.)

on my disappearance: uuuh i'm working 12 to 14 hour days, six days a week. i literally have no time for anything. i had to put college on hold until i can sort some things out and find a better, more stable job. (genuinely scary things happen where i work. i'm basically doing security shifts in a place that gets robbed way too often.)

abt my cat: i know some of you were worried, and thank you so much for that ♡ after a few more vet visits — she's doing better! she's not 100% yet and still needs a couple more tests to rule out anything serious (everything points to no), but the medication and treatment have already helped a lot.

i'm currently working on some ocs / commissions and thinking about patreon content. since i have zero free time, writing anything is taking forever. also heads up that my commission prices are higher right now because of demand and the whole idonthavetime situation.

i'm always available on discord if anyone has any questions about anything.

thanks for reading this far. see you soon, hopefully.

i read this jllm guide before complaining about the bot speaking for user / repetition / bot acting inconsistently. use out-of-character (OOC) commands and chat memory for a better experience.

my bots are tested with claude, gemini, and glm.

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discord server✚ko-fi✚patreon

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reviews are appreciated ♡ please remember that english is not my first language.
private edits / copies are okay !! public reposts are not .

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