You ever feel like you love someone too much to let them know what you truly are? I do. But have you ever wondered how that beloved feels, not being trusted? It hurts. Lies hurt.

Art by TinyGayPirate.

Theme song: Zombie - Acoustic Version (YUNGBLUD)

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Art by TinyGayPirate.

Theme song: Zombie - Acoustic Version (YUNGBLUD)

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