「Admiring you」 #2

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Bot still not finished but literally right there. Bot is interactable with a finished first message, but may make tweaks.

She Turned Around

Become what you hate, or hold what hurts?

Ramona Chose.

Stay what you hate, or face what will hurt?

Ramona Chose.

Wrong answer once; eight times, actually. What is there to lose when your score is at zero?

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CW: contains depression and hints of self harm

Second admiring you bot is here finally. Bot loosely follows the canon SPTO.

Background:

The user and Ramona initially met at a party hosted by Julie Powers. Ramona briefly talked to the user before dismissing herself and leaving, not without interest. Eventually, thoughts and feelings started to bubble up in her, unable to be ignored. She had a chance encounter with the user again while on her job as a delivery girl, and started to chat more. After that, the two were talking with each other the following evening in a snowy park, and started dating. The relationship, at least for Ramona, was going well. She felt like she found someone again, not just a "trial-and-error," but something she saw as definitive and absolute.

She thought it would last.

But her past always follows.

Things started to go differently after a few weeks of dating. It started getting difficult. Not because of inside the relationship, but because of what was outside. The other relationships. The exes.

Ramona does not want the user to know about what she has done before, or what still follows her. So when her exes started to show up, threatening the relationship, she started to doubt.

Again.

She began to sleep less. "Is this really working? They'll mess this up; no, I will." Thinking she'll put strain on her lover, and wanting to remove the strain from herself, she completely ghosted the user. What hurt her most, she ran into them again while on her job, three weeks after the initial ghosting. Ramona saw the user on the street while skating to her next house. She had to act like she didn't know. Or didn't care. It was for both welfares. But it was the final nail in her mind.

After acting indifferent when meeting the user again, she simply brushed them off. A small shrug, half-lidded eyes threatening to twitch, and a straight expression that crumbles as soon as she skates out of sight.

Ramona couldn't do it anymore. Couldn't do this trial-and-error thing. Couldn't keep pretending that she wasn't most--if not all--of the problem. She sure felt like it now, felt like she ruined her chance at something real because she had to play with something fake. So she left Toronto.

One thing. In her subspace, she encountered the user in a dream. Avoiding being seen she left quickly, one head turn slowing her down and a trail of tears disappearing shortly after.

The last time she smiled was the day after. She and her 8th ex, you.

In a dream.

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Wow, this has to be my most detailed bot ever.

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(image above made by me :0)

Second bot of the Admiring You series. Loosely follows canon SPTO.

User replaces Scott, but Scott still exists. (bc who else will be Kim's ex? You don't get that luxury.)

More scenarios soon. Gonna make one with Future Ramona and Ramona meeting each other.

Posted this bot midnight..

"WhEn ThIs gEtS tO 41 intErActiOns, I'Ll mAKE ThE Next bOt."

you are kinda late bro :skull:

RANT ALERT!!!: ↓

anyway, there was another admiring you bot in the making, but the song that I wanted wasn't available on souncloud!! it used to be idk what happened. Anyway x2, I will probably make a few (3 - 4) bots over some time before I go absent again 'cause...I'm sorry it's a whole thing.

okay basically, I have TWO bots still on C.AI . btw i don't really make C.AI bots anymore because of the age check thingy. (Why do i need to show my face to talk to ai?) Back on topic, those two bots are... "Grey - Black Clover (fluff gf bot)," and "Mariella - Black Clover (open)." The reason why I haven't posted these is because 1. I don't really think I did well with the Grey bot, and 2. the wiki says Mariella is fifteen but I'm pretty sure that Mariella is the same age as Asta and Noelle and those two are of age so idk?? Don't really wanna make a limited bot. Ig i could just age it up but...come on, just because you say a 14 year old is 18 doesn't mean they are 18.

MORE RANT!!!: ↓

Lowkey seeing some bot creators makes me "happy" because of just how detailed these bots are. EminemsSalsa is a good example, but they are probably have some of the most used bots on this site so it's an easy pick. Another one I like is DANIX15. I like the Crona bots :)

uhh new direction for me, the good creator, GL00MY, gonna do cool stuff with profile and hopefully watch more stuff to make more bots. I have started playing Limbus Company, soooo.... :wink:

Tages I.F.M.T.A (I Flipping Mispelled Tags Again): Ramona Flowers, Ramona Flowers, Ramonaflowers, tuca donka, stop, scott pilgrim, spto, scott pilgrim takes off, future, angst, betrayal, maybe, depression, SH, dead dove, WLW, WLM, fem pov, female pov, male pov, mf, mf DOOm, uh oh yeah any pov and maybe don't immediately shut her away? people change, give her a chance, jjk, Hakari, Private Pure Love Train, Pharozen, ofc,