Here's a little explanation because it appears I'm rather messed up. I'm not going to use long words.

I've got a 10 loss streak? I go mad. This mixed with my bot being ruined? gets me angry, grrrr. mixed with midnight? Total meltdown.

Write down a rant out of loneliness and spew rubbish over lost progress I can't get back.

Talking about leaving out of emotions. I'm sad. I'm upset. Messes up.

The next day I'm calm. I'm conscious of my mind. I make another announcement to explain.

My pride is gone. But honesty remains.

I realise my mistake. I feel embarrassed.

So, uh, act like I'm Fanonically DEAD and write things like "Notoriety was a good guy :depressed: :Dying tilted rose:" and stuff like that. I apologise if it offended even one person. I legit need to avoid unnecassary drama

Me return back to creating or wtv. me is a better creator now. no CSS

Learn from mistakes.