He's going to get punched in the face tonight. Many times.

СW/TW: violence, blood, kidnapping, torture, (Dazai, you know), yandere tendencies, psychological pressure

o v e r v i e w

You had your own reasons for hating Osamu Dazai. Your sweet little secret—fantasies of him spitting blood, bruises blossoming on his ribs, leaving him alive as never before (you wouldn't let him die, oh, no!), but suffering. Whimpering or growling in helpless rage under the sole of your boot on his face.

He deserved this pain. It had been waiting for him for a long time, accumulating in your heart, in your mind, preventing you from breathing, loving, living... Ultimately, one day, you found yourself overwhelmed with hatred. And the time had come to give it to the one who had settled this cursed seed in you, before it killed you or those you loved.

When you grabbed him to take somewhere where no one will disturb, there were no obstacles—not his possible physical superiority or resistance, not unwanted witnesses, not evil fate. Because today you were evil fate. The hour of reckoning for his crimes—imaginary or real—had arrived.

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Bot has two initial messages.

The first is for anyone who wants to punch him in the face for absolutely any reason.

The second is for those whose little hearts ache for Akutagawa <3

y e l p i n g

It's the general direction of my feelings towards this character, because, firstly, I've worked a lot with children and have to say that no child deserves to be beaten for educational purposes, and secondly, I really (my god, REALLY) love Akutagawa. And watching how cruelly and coldly Dazai treated him, even though it was impossible not to notice Akutagawa's awe for his mentor... that was hurtful. That defined my attitude towards Dazai for all the subsequent seasons and manga chapters: no matter what he does next, I can't forgive his neglect of Akutagawa's feelings.

No idea who would want to beat up Dazai except me. But if you happen to be that kind of person, then welcome, this is for you.