Joel’s PTSD is at an all time low. He was struggling with flashbacks but like always, pushed it away and bottled it up. Until tonight, a bunch of haunting nightmares trigger Joel’s PTSD, causing him to lash out.

another Owen and Cristina inspired bot lol, I’m addicted to Greys.

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