This is the first of three different posts that cover a specific part of my life and ideals. Before my retirement, kinda like a doomsday clock of sorts. But don't worry, they'll be spread out by months, so my retirement won't be soon.

This first core post will be about love. If there's one thing I know for a fact. Is that I have no dating experience, or any romantic involvements, none of the whole nine yards. And that kinda sucks. But I also think that's a good thing, we're in an era I like to call the age of freaks. Most people online are freaks, like almost everyone on this site is. And I am no exception. But I believe the fact that I have never had a girlfriend my whole life has allowed me to see things in a light that some people can't. I have matured to the point that I genuinely believe that if someone approaches me and is drop dead beautiful and is interested in me. I will turn them down if they're not to my preferences, and that's not me being picky, that's me being reasonable, and I think you guys should view your future relationships that way too. Don't rush into something without thinking, learn about that person, connect with them like two mature people before you hurt yourself in a way that no one can pull back from.

I'm the type of person who can't be evil in story games because it hurts me to see these characters unhappy. I'm the type of person who will accept anyone who hurt me or called me names, as long as they give me a sincere apology. I'm the type of guy who wants to become rich so he can help his family and make something that people can look forward to. But I'm also the guy who fucks up sometimes. I'm the guy who hates himself over the most stupidest things imaginable. I'm the guy who thinks that he already ruined everything in his life before it already began.

But you know what? I keep going. I keep making things because I want to. I keep dreaming because I want to. I breathe because I want to. I'm kind because I want to be kind. I let myself get hurt and be disappointed because I know there is always gonna be something better. And that's how I know I'll find the one. And that's how I also know you're gonna find that special person, twin.

Now here's what I'm gonna do. I'm gonna pray, cheer, cast a spell, do a ritual. Or at least think real hard about you guys or girls. Getting a girl/guy/non-binary baddy. Get someone who fucks with super hero squad! Someone who listens to your Playlist and sings with you. Someone who's there to grab you when you trip and fall. Someone to warm your hands when they call. You know it, deep cut. Get someone who fucks with Sherlock Holmes from the 22nd century!

This shit was insane and kinda peak. And that's the relationship you deserve. You I got this people, you just gotta keep moving. And remember...

May your heart be your guiding key 🗝