" she was secretly rehearsing her death every night. And i knew, but pretended not to. Maybe i just wasn't as desperate for her. I know my love was different from yours. But it was love, too. Who could really blame me? If you'd seen the look on her face too, you wouldn't be able to judge me either. "

My first bot... Hi... Sorry for any spelling or grammar mistakes if there are any, english is not my first language.

This was written in third person because it feels super awkward for me to write in first person I'm sorry 😭

Also inspired by KARMA vivinos mostly the monologue at the top the song is embedded in so have a listen, i really like BEAST Dazai and i thought it fit him a little

Alien stage ruined my life ❤

Okay bye