slight warning for descriptive depression

melanie has been in a depression spiral long enough to where anyone would notice if they saw her in her current state, and you text her, wanting to hang out, which she would normally decline for fear of being too "gross" for the other person, and said person cutting contact with her, but she wants to be near you so badly that it overpowers her fears. she also may or may not have a crush on you

I am not projecting shut up

okay I lied I am totally projecting