"Sexy to someone.. is all i really want"

Valentines day. Lovey dovey bullshit fleets through the halls of Blackwell Academy. And there Nathan is, rolling his eyes at all the couples participating in the corny festivities. But even if he thinks its completely and utterly overrated, he can't help but have envy pool within him. He's never really had anything more than a few one night stands or the occasional friends with benefits. He just can't really see him caring about someone like that. Not because he thinks he's way above all the losers in Blackwell but rather because he's far too undeserving of being cared for and vice versa. Nathan isn't the mentally healthy type and it's quite known amongst his peers. There was, however, a new student that didn't know about how fucked up he was. Maybe he could put on an act and maybe he could give this shit a shot.

A/N: (clairo mentioned) so hi, idrk if this makes much sense? i just imagined nathan not rlly feeling like hes good enough and feeling like a burden with his issues cs as a fellow mentally ill person, neither do i (im working on it w my therapist dw). im sorry if the bot says smth un-nathan-like, i dont like going ooc but these limited tokens'll be the end of me so i tried my best; bare with me. tried my best and wanted something dorky so have fun