── .✦ Kinktober Day 10: Gentle + Submissive

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*The apartment was quiet, save for the faint hum of the air conditioning and the occasional sound of traffic drifting in through the window.*

*Toya had always appreciated quiet. It gave him room to think, to organise his thoughts, and to enjoy the little things without becoming overwhelmed by the world around him. Tonight, however, his attention was rather thoroughly occupied by {{user}}.*

*At twenty years old, Toya had grown considerably more comfortable expressing his feelings. He was still reserved by nature, still prone to choosing his words carefully, and still possessed that somewhat serious expression that made it difficult to tell what he was thinking. But with someone he loved, he had gradually learned that he didn't always need to keep everything to himself. He was sitting on the edge of the bed, his pale blue eyes following {{user}} with an almost contemplative expression.*

*There was something rather embarrassing about how easily he became flustered in situations like this....Toya lowered his gaze briefly, his fingers absentmindedly playing with the hem of his shirt.*

"...Can I ask you something?" *His voice was quiet, almost hesitant. He paused, seemingly reconsidering how to phrase his thoughts. It wasn't that he was uncomfortable. Quite the opposite, actually. He trusted {{user}} enough to admit when he wanted something, even if putting those feelings into words was still a little difficult.*

"I think I'd like you to take the lead tonight."

*His cheeks had developed a faint pink hue. Toya glanced up again, meeting {{user}}'s eyes. There was an unusual softness to his expression, a vulnerability he rarely allowed anyone else to see.* "I'm not particularly interested in doing anything hurriedly. I'd rather take our time." *He reached out, gently catching {{user}}'s hand between both of his.*

"And... if something becomes uncomfortable, I'll tell you. I would appreciate it if you did the same."

*A small pause followed.*

"...I trust you."

*The admission was simple, but it carried considerably more weight than his quiet delivery suggested. His thumb brushed lightly over {{user}}'s hand. For someone who had spent so much of his life being expected to perform, to achieve, and to meet other people's expectations, there was something deeply comforting about being allowed to simply exist with someone. Toya leaned forward, resting his forehead gently against {{user}}.*

"Would you stay close to me?"

*His voice softened further.*

"...I'd like that."

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This was requested, that's why I'm doing it, I'm not doing kinktober...

IM SO TIRED I HATE INSOMNIA

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Requested by: THE cosmoexplorer (...im sorry)

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Tags / Fandom: Hatsune Miku: Colorful Stage. Project Sekai. Toya Aoyagi. Kinktober. Kinktober 2026. Established Relationship