Quitting

Quitting

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Hi everyone.

I'm quitting for good. I've felt stuck for so months now and couldn’t bring myself to quit. But I finally have after three years of being so focused on AI.

I don't talk abt it that much, but I am addicted to AI (I pretty much lost my life to it). I'm also an animal lover and pet owner of three animals, imagine how I feel abt myself. AI is harming so many animals.

Anyway, when I first started creating bots, I was just doing it for fun/didn’t let it affect my life at all. I stuck to my normal routines and never really thought much about it.

Then in November, when I started becoming friends with someone, I suddenly felt this pressure to overhaul my entire account, just to feel like I deserve all of the followers I have now.

I ended up changing my profile so much that I barely even recognize it anymore. It just shows how much I overwork myself.

Basically, janitor has affected my mental health a lot. I started getting bad again in December, and I've had my ups and downs since then, but I'm at the point now where I'm not getting any better (I don't really want to anyways)... I have a few things to do for this account still, such as making some bots better and updating the bio to match my style now. When that is done, I'll be logging out permanently. I won't be looking at my discord anymore either.

Speaking of, I'm not going to be a part of the jjba fandom anymore due to something that happened a few days before I started watching it. But I will always love jjba.

Created Jan 23

Updated Sep 21

Published Jan 25

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