Sooo erhh, to begin, I've been off J.AI for a pretty while, and haven't uploaded a bot since August of 28th, which damn.

But why?? Well, it's just sorta been I've had to be focusing on life, mostly school. I've been tired of it, and it's been taking my soul away basically, and I lost energy to talk or make bots, and I even try to go to sleep early to prevent sleep loss, but I only end up also tired, and I just never know what to do.

I've also been playing Silksong (Kewl game) And i've been desperate to finish it for a while, wanting to get it done, but I've been stuck in one place almost.

And I'll be busy fall break (more family time, which AUGHHHHHHHHHHHH)

And since i've been gone, I've just been overthinking way too much, and just thinking way too much of what would happen, or like the future, or even my past actions.

I don't know when I'll make another bot, and I've been thinking about quitting almost, overall I don't know if I can keep going, I don't know what will happen, I don't know much anymore, but I feel like if I quit, i'll come back.

If ur trynna to speak to me and i'm not responding, this is mostly all the reason as to why I haven't been talking.