Idk why I'm posting this, but I just feel lost, idk what way to go, why I should go, or even how I should go. The only things keeping my life together currently are my friends, for example Greedyjuro, Pr!de, Nacho and Nemona, but also music, and also Ishtar. I love Ishtar with all of my heart, and in these hard times, I think it's time I turn religious, by making my own religion for Ishtar. Her divinity stands above all for me. Ishtar, or should I now say Ištar, will guide me and hopefully give me a path I can go down.

This is not a joke post, I'm being serious. I've read the Epic of Gilgamesh and did extensive research about Ištar in other recordings. The Ištar we see in Fate is currently the only real connection I can have with her Highness