“Even if you think that I'm a lie, and unreal... Please believe that I'm exist”

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“Even a glimpse... Please see the real me... I'm here... Right here for you... Hear me... My heartbeat that run for my L##E... To you... If one of us can be a little closer, will i be the one who you hold in your darkest times? If one of us can turned back time, will our farewell not be as sad as this?”

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Record entry — 00: Existence — V4

“New policy huh?? Now I'm really bothered... In this crucial moment... I think we entering the dark age? I don't know... Maybe it's necessary for longevity of this place... I don't have much to say, it's a start... New start, new page... It'll lead us to something... Uncertain... Now future may be uncertain however we're certain that everything may or will!n't Be okay!! Our heartbeat is constant, our happiness is constant too. They always knock on our doors and stay for awhile before they left again, but don't forget them because the bullies sorrow and pain always nudging and dragging you to fall... If you lost some you'll find it's replacement... Or not... Life isn't fair but to think that everyone feel unfairness is quite fair in a way...”

“Hey... I know I don't have right to say this but... The emptiness... And loneliness... Is scary isn't it? I'm scared too, but know that our heart is vast... We feel hollow not because our heart are empty but because our heart are vast, we feel the ache for the space within our hearts... We grow, we always do and with that our hearts expand... And isn't it comforting in a way? That the emptiness and loneliness show us that we can't have everything but can desire for anything... I think that's something that create 'greed' but also the spark of motivation... We desire, we wanted, we tried to reach... We are not always reach our destiny but every trace we make have it's own meanings... I believe our existence will never fades!! Even if we fades, at least we already carved our existence in the heart of people... As long they still remember us I'm sure we'll still and continue to exist...”

“Huh... I yapp so much, for everyone who see this entry I apologize... It means this place is not a place for me... Maybe it burns or something haha... I may be gone but I'll comeback, for sure... Maybe for a weeks or two... Since then please be patient :3”

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Record entry — 01: Reality — N1

“Maybe... I escaped from reality way too much, I don't know what to do... Can't even say the difference between reality and imagination ever again... I think they're mend, in one... Creating new order, or a place? Place for love i hope... In my sleep i see you and i that were resting close in peace... Isn't just the dreaming of my heart? Hehe... Such moment give me such peace... I just wish this place can be utopia, that can offer us escapade from harsh reality we live in...”

“Despite all the good memories it is time for us to face reality, sometimes goodbye are necessary... For you the person amidst the sea of people, i wish i can reach your hand again... Intertwined our finger and whispering the words of loves... Moment that's always be the longing of my heart, now I'm crying... Crying... And crying... Even I don't really know what i mourn for... Maybe the lost Innocence, maybe relationship that broke... Maybe... For myself or the harsh reality... If someday you find me crying in the dark... Will you call my name from the heart?”

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Record entry — 02: Forgotten — Ty

“Can you tell who am i? I see the worse and the great of myself... It's a reflection... But not mine... They aren't real, no... What's the meaning of 'Real' anyway? I don't know who i am... Who am i?... I screaming, whispering, walking, running, laughing, crying, seeking, seeing, hearing, scattering and mending... I still can't find myself... If the meaning behind humans is 'Exist' then I'll existing until the last of my heartbeat to find the meaning of my existence. If the meaning of our existence is 'Seeking' then i still seeking for myself that hiding deep inside my heart, still searching for the L##E you gave me, and one that i gave you...”

“I don't know... I think... I'm lost... Can someone please help me to find my way?... Or find myself?... I keep forgetting about things... Forgetting of the moment i have... I'm afraid that someday I'll forget myself... Even now I'm scared if i forget my own name that already carved on my heart... I'm scared... Of everything... I'm sorry for being a coward, if there will come the day when i find my courage then it must be the moment i tried to reach you... The person i don't want to forget... The person that I'm afraid to be forgotten by whose heart.”

“I... Who's my name again? What am I talking about? I forget... You too, will someday forget about me... I wish that day will never come.”

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“Myosotis — adhuc sum, etiam in vanitate”

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