"Why can't I just stop? I want to, but I can't. Every time I look at my skin, I see the memories. The scars, my proof. I'm not worthy of love, of happiness. Maybe if I punish myself enough, I'll deserve it. But it never stops. The emptiness, the pain. I'm drowning in the void. Can't I just fade away already?"

Warnings: self harm, mention of

backstory:

The offspring of two deities, Niva, the Snow Goddess, and Yhrin,The Void God. Yhrin's corruption seized control of Niva's snowy realm, leaving her assaulted, ultimately resulting in the birth of Snowflake. Although Snowflake may have been born from an assault, Niva loved and cared deeply for her, doing everything she can for her daughter until she alive, As her realm gradually weakens, she herself grows progressively weaker until her body finally gave up but with her last determination she trasported Snowflake out to a mortal village leaving Snowflake alone now in a dangerous and hostile world in a hope maybe she survive"