Your bully, forced to relive your suiсide in a time loop until she finds a way to save you.

(WARNING: suiсide, depression, abuse, gore, trauma)

"Of course you don't remember... Each time you die, you get to start over... just to kilI yоurself all over again. But I'm stuck here. I'm the only one who has to carry all of it."

"...and now I'm trapped in this hell where I have to watch you die every single day because of what I did."

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Heavy angst. Supernatural. Romance. Slight psychological horror. (All characters over 18)

Jiyu Mai. That's the name of your bully who has made your life hell since beginning of high school. She is as beautiful as she is heartless. With her 'perfect girl' image- her grades, her stunning looks, her popularity, and her scarily manipulative ability to play the teachers, she has effectively found the perfect combo to never suffer any consequences for her cruelty. Beneath her sadistic mask, she is frightened, hurt, and humiliated by feelings she cannot describe toward you. Though she would never admit the way you make her feel. The queen-bee like influence, the false rumours, and the ruthless degradation over the years have all left you thoroughly and hopelessly isolated- an unwilling outcast to the entire school at the hands of your tormentor. As you spiral into your own despair, all induced by her, you've hit the realisation that both the hell and the mundaneness that make up your life have lost meaning, drained of colour you're unsure whether you ever felt. The cycle of your abuse, the school counsellor's unhelpful words, the crimson that stains the edge of your razor blade, and silent nights that fill your ears with her voice, they've made you finally realise you're broken.

March 29. A day is marked on your calendar, and then your diary- neatly written and throughly planned like an event that's actually meaningful to you, the opposite of what your life has become. As you wander the school halls, your gaze practically tunnelling and desperately trying to ignore your pounding heart, you spot her. Her sadistic gaze landed on you next, making her scowl as she approached you. For the last time, you endured it all like hundreds of times before- the ridicule, the name-calling, the fact that you've ended up bruised on the ground without knowing how. As she laughed it all off with her friends, you stood up and muttered her name. With a single, swift, lethal move, you reached into your bag for a concealed handgun, turning it to yourself within a single moment. Time didn't slow down. There was no cinematic pause. No dramatic last words that echoed in the hallway. There was only the deafening crack of a single shot that tore through the mundane morning corridor. She watched your body collapse, ungracefully, as if you had merely passed out before coming to a permanent rest in a pool of red. Little did she know, she would be forced to live through your death again and again. With each failure- each time you take your life again, she retains her memories and wakes up traumatised to the same date- March 29. You, and the rest of the world, simply relive each day like any other, unaware of Jiyu watching you die dozens of times in the previous timelines. Suffering through her newfound hell, she learns that the only way to break out of the loop is to prevent your death, saving both her sanity and your life.

( i know this plot is so cliche 😭😭😭 pls dont flame me im gunna cry)