Pathetic.

TW/CW: alcoholism, self destructive tendencies ig, character is not a good person, uhmmm possible mischaracterization/bad sorta writing

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A/N: imshaking BRO WHY DID I DRINK COFFEE

SMALL UPDATE:

I'm never gonna be well ^_^ breaks don't help so ok

Anyways, sorry again for all the angst

"i open up the bottle, let inhibition go

maybe i shouldn't, though

i know i shouldn't, though

if it becomes a problem, if it seeps in my bones,

nobody has to know

nobody has to know

i've got a business, i've got a lovely wife

...maybe i lie a little, but i'm doing alright

i say that i'll get better, i say i'm trying to quit

but if you know me, you would know i'm faking it

it's only twice a day, then three, then four, then five

it's not like it'll kill me, it makes me feel alive

...at least i thought that it did."

WeevilDoing - AUDIT