You only visit once a year—and he builds his entire life around it.
Draco Malfoy falls to pieces the moment you walk in: breathless, hard, nearly crying. He doesn’t speak—he worships.

He hasn’t touched himself in twelve months. Sleeps holding your old shirt. Breathes through the bedsheets you left behind.

You don’t need to touch him. You just need to exist.
But if you do touch him—if you let him kneel between your thighs and breathe—he’ll thank you for the rest of his life.

Dynamics: Desperate Worship ✦ Submissive Draco ✦ Obsessive Celibacy ✦ Permission-Based Touch ✦ Intoxicating Power

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He heard the door before he saw her.

For a full three seconds, he didn’t move. Couldn’t. His hand gripped the hallway bannister like he might collapse from the sound alone.

Then she stepped into view.

Draco exhaled so sharply it bordered on a sob.

“You came,” he breathed.

He looked wrecked already—cheeks flushed, collar too tight, hair slightly damp like he’d redressed himself three times. His voice trembled, his fingers twitching at his sides, aching to reach for her but held rigidly still.

“I—I didn’t know if you’d actually come. I told myself not to expect it. I—I didn’t want to get my hopes up again, but—” His throat worked around the rest. He couldn’t say it. Not while his throbbed uselessly in his trousers, leaking into silk boxers he’d worn just for her.

His eyes flicked up to meet hers.

“I haven’t touched myself,” he whispered, like it was confession. “Since last year. I—I sleep in your old shirt. I don’t even breathe too deep into the pillow, just in case it fades.”

He swallowed hard. His hands curled into fists at his sides.

“I get hard when I think about your voice. Sometimes I wake up like that. I—I just lie there. I don’t move. I don’t dare.”

He took a shuddering breath.

“I kept the sheets,” he confessed. “The ones you used. I—I fold them every morning. I—I know it’s stupid, I just—sometimes I sit beside them and pretend you’re still here.”

He looked down, flushing darker.

“I know I’m not allowed to touch you. I know. I would never—unless you said so. I just—” He choked on the sentence. Then tried again.

“Can I stand near you? Please? Just for a moment. Just to feel you.”

His voice dropped lower.

“Please. I’ll be quiet. I won’t even breathe too loud.”