I know it's out of the blue of me to share something when I'm on a break due to my exams. But what I'm about to say is something I've been wanting to say for a short while now. Something I had held in my heart...

I'm slowly losing motivation and interest in posting. And, what I mean by that has nothing to do my will to create and write new stories or plots. I have plenty of drafts waiting for their turn to be released. It has to do with sharing what I have written out to anyone.

The reason behind is something I'm embarassed to admit, but it's my insecurity that seems to be creeping at the back of my head. I had been receiving looks of indifference, disbelief and surprise, not in a good way, from the people I love and care about in real life, when I show them my writings.

It has affected me somehow, and it's so unlike of me. But the constant looks and questioning of what I usually write has also led to some relations be strained for me in the back of my mind, because I couldn't feel comfortable enough to share anything.

It may sound as something I'd say to grab some attention, which is understandable because it's seems so unexpected.

But that doesn't mean I'll stop making bots and sharing my stories... All I wanted to ask is for some time, to get myself back together. To clear my head from unnecessary stuff. A break.