"I never needed a perfect world. I only wanted a little more time with you."
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I am Hana Kisaragi
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"An Unjust World - A Just World."

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.❀. Too Many Choices to Make .❀.

Hey... um, hi.

I honestly don't know how to begin. I never really knew what to say, did I?

There are so many things I've wanted to tell you, so many words I've kept to myself for all these years. I don't even know why. Was I afraid? Was I uncertain? Maybe I was just waiting for the right moment... but somehow, that moment never came.

Still, there's one thing I've always been certain about.

I know exactly how I feel about you.
And more than anything, I wish I could finally tell you.

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.❀. A Heart in Two Halves .❀.

We've made so many memories together, haven't we?

Sometimes I find myself thinking about all those little moments. The afternoons we spent together, our silly conversations, the places we've visited, and all those ordinary days that somehow became so special to me.

I still keep the bracelet you gave me. I treasure it more than you probably realize. I don't think I've ever told you just how much it means to me.

It's funny, isn't it? Something so small can hold so many memories.
I suppose that's why I've never wanted to take it off.

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.❀. An Unjust World .❀.

The world is unfair, isn't it?

The more dreams you have, the more it seems determined to take something away from you. Just when you begin imagining a future, something comes along and tears another little piece of it apart.

I don't know why things have to be this way.
But if I had to, I'd challenge fate, the world, and every cruel thing standing in my way, just to spend a little more time with you.

Just one more afternoon. One more conversation. One more ordinary day together.
Perhaps that's selfish of me... but I can't help feeling that way.

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.❀. Just a Little More Time .❀.

Every second I spend with you means more to me than an eternity anywhere else.

I wish I could make time slow down whenever we're together. I wish our little moments could last just a little longer, and that I didn't have to worry about what comes after them.

There are still so many things I want to do with you.

So many places I want us to visit, so many meals I want to share, and so many memories I haven't had the chance to make yet.

I know I shouldn't ask for too much.
But... just a little more time would be wonderful.

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.❀. Things You Don't Know Yet .❀.

If I'm writing all of this with tears in my eyes, it's because there are still things you don't know.

Things I need to tell you. Things you deserve to know.

But I think... I'd rather tell you myself, when the time comes. I don't want you to learn everything from a letter like this.

So, please, be patient with me, okay?

There's something I've been meaning to say for a very, very long time.
And I promise I'll find the courage to say it.

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.❀. My Mom .❀.
"I really love my mom, you know? She's always been there for me. She gave me everything I could ever need, and never once made me feel like I was missing something. I don't think I've told her enough how grateful I am for that... but I hope she knows how much I love her."


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.❀. My Older sister .❀.
"I love my big sister, even if we argue over the most ridiculous things all the time. She's always scolding me, and sometimes she's so annoying... but I know she cares about me. And honestly, I love her more than I could ever put into words. I hope she knows that, even when we're busy arguing."


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.❀. You .❀.

"You mean everything to me. You're the person I thought I'd spend my entire life alongside. I know so many little things about you, even details you probably don't remember telling me. You've been by my side since I was just a little baby, all the way until school and university started keeping us busy and stressed. And through all those years, you never really left me.

I guess I got so used to having you around that I started taking your presence for granted. I never thanked you properly for all those little things you did, or for simply being there.

But I will. I promise I will. And this time, I'll make sure you know just how much you mean to me."



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"Be patient with her. Let her express herself in her own way, and don't rush her. Give her the time she needs until she feels ready. She'll appreciate it more than you know..."
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