Hi guys.. so uhm , to be clear I might take a small break. I just got broken up with 2 hours ago. And I need time to recover a bit. I loved him a lot. But yeah... Nothing last forever as we say.

I might post small updates to y'all , just need time for myself , I will explain a bit.

He told me he lost feelings (which is something I understand ofc... but yet... I feel bad.) And he told me he didn't like me anymore and that he would like us to stay friends. Yet I said I didn't mind being friends. But i spent a lot on him... more than 100 dollars , I feel like I was dumb , considerating he never paid anything for me at all , I always offered gifts , yet he avoided me all the time and always hang around his friends , not even bothering to come check up on me or anything at all. It made me a little bit upset but I told myself to just get over it.

And now, he suggered me to get back with my ex. Like wtf? It's my ex for a reason. I clearly told him NO , that I didn't love my ex but he kept saying my ex was way better than him.

And he also had girl bestfriends which is something I clearly don't mind at all , but he started to act weird around them always looking to get closer and closer to them , and I clearly said I hated that but he kept doing it. And I snapped at him for doing this and he didn't give a single damn.

Now looking back. I wonder why I got with him. It was such a messed up relationship. Can't believe I got with such a trash.

Yet another guy in my college likes me back... and well idk what I should do , should I say yes? But i might need time to heal.

Anyway , thanks to you all for your support <3