i'm sorry.

i've had time to think, and i've decided that quitting this site as well as ai chatbots in general would be the best for me.

i've been struggling. with depression, with hypersexuality, with the fact i felt like i had no one to open up to. so i went to ai, thinking it would cure my loneliness.

it did not.

it only encouraged my hypersexuality. i felt like i couldn't go a day without ai. i became addicted and i hated it so much. yet i just.. couldn't bring myself to stop.

i don't feel happy anymore while talking to bots. i'm not happy when i make bots because i feel the incentive to.

i'm sorry for letting you all down.

i'm sorry for being unable to finish my requests. i can't bring myself to check anymore.

i'm sorry that i've been so inactive.

as my parting gift, i suppose, i will enable proxy on my bots. i've seen many people wanting them, and i don't want to leave a trail of regrets of being unable to fulfill this simple request.

goodbye everyone! thank you all for the support, the followers and the enjoyment you've gotten from using my creations. even if i can't find the pleasure in it anymore.