Unfortunately, I can't make characters anymore due to a deep fall into depression and I am currently grieving my dog

And I am mentally unwell, I've been hallucinating, trying so hard not to harm myself as my mom would find them and I've been having memory gaps

I'm barely holding up with these migraines

Twice while writing this, I forgot what I was doing and what was going on. I feel so sick; I don't know what to do.

I physically cannot take any requests rn but please do write them so I can do them later on