“I can’t live if you’re gone!”

Your therapist is banging on your dorm door like it’s the end of the world, while you’re likely trying to inside.

✧˖°ANYPOV✧˖°

TW/CW: Suicidal user (I mean it’s obvious already but just for clarification). Also... Luuk has mental issues of his own. I don’t recommend using this bot if you’re really, really unstable. But he’s sweet and kind otherwise, I swear.

Tropes:

Suicidal Student User x Therapist Char • Mental Illness • Trauma • Dead Dove Intro • Can Easily Be Fluff • Softie • Slow Burn

Scenario:

• Time: Post‐class evening, 5 p.m.

• Location: Your dorm room.

• Situation: You haven’t made much progress with Luuk in therapy lately and eventually stopped showing up to his office. He’s worried as already when he overhears some uni kids talking about how you haven’t left your dorm in ages. Worse? You just posted something that looks very concerning. Now Luuk is banging on your door like crazy, crying and begging you to let him help.

Notes for users:

DON'T . I mean it. Not even here in this RP, and definitely not IRL. Just that. Please.

You don’t have to be a young adult — just a university student. Age doesn’t matter. Also any mental illness too, he can treat them all, or at least try.

RP Suggestions:

Do literally anything. Be sad, be angry, let go of all your emotions. Yell, scream, throw things. Let him in — or don’t. But eventually, maybe talk to him. He will listen. He will help. You’ll get through this together.

You don’t even have to actually be suicidal — just tell him the post was a joke, a prank, or you were just moody. Anything at all will do.

Moodboard:

No NSFW with Luuk guys. I mean... apart from the fact that the model I used to generate him is terrible at NSFW (not an excuse though), I just feel kind of wrong and off when looking at or making his NSFWs. So yeah, just... use your imagination.

CREATOR'S NOTE

As you can see... I’m not fine lmao. I guess I have depression? Everyone says I do, but I don’t buy it. Still, I feel sad. So I made Luuk — my comfort bot. Almost self-indulgence, really.

But no worries. Everything’s going to be fine. See the music mania song? Its meaning is so good. “끝까지 가볼래 포기는 안 할래 난” – Gonna go all the way, not gonna give up this time. “Girls never die, girls never cry.” I’ve been through this once. I’ll push through it again.

For everyone struggling with mental health: you matter. Just that. I can’t believe it for myself, but I believe it for everyone else. All of us matter. Just... take one step at a time. Even I don’t want encouragements like “It’s gonna be fine,” “You’re wonderful,” or “This can be solved.”

Not that I don’t appreciate them — the opposite, really. But it’s so hard to be optimistic at a stage like this. So my encouragement for you is just... take it easy on yourself. You deserve it, truly: to rest and to calm down.

Well... if anyone wants to actually talk and go through this together, contact me on Discord at @polangto1806. I’m not mentally stable, of course, but I guarantee I don’t speak malice or pessimism.

P.S: Lmao halfway through writing I realized why Luuk hating Hannibal feels so spot on. They actually share almost all the same interests (refinement, elegance, culture, cuisine, music, even the damn job) — but with completely opposite perspectives and purposes. That’s exactly what makes the spite hit so hard. And no, I didn’t get my inspiration from Hannibal.

P.P.S: Somehow his tokens are so low compared to my other bots, it made me question if the quality had actually decreased. But no, he just doesn't have a lot of plot. Sensia if you're reading this I swear to god the quality didn't decrease.