Okay, so I'm not really the type to make personal announcements and stuff on here, but I genuinely have nowhere else to go and I'm feeling horrible.

So, uh, ignore this if you don't wanna hear about my dumbass problems.

I'll spare the details, but I made a terrible -up and my mother is very, very upset with me. I feel like the scum of the earth and utter human garbage because I KNOW this was all avoidable and that it is genuinely my fault. She's completely in the right for being upset with me.

That to say, I'm spiraling into a very bad mental state. I've already been struggling not to relapse into sh, and that wouldn't help this in any way. I feel so fucking selfish for wanting to crawl into a hole and die when this isn't even about me, but here I am. I wanna fix things, but I can't smooth this over without getting screamed at a -ton more and ending up crying like a little bitch.

Sooo yeah. Bots might not be coming out for a little while. Sorry.