"Man will always go back to the torture since that's the only thing they know"

"So at the end... I ask myself... Was it really all worth it... I have no body, can't age, and I am effectively immortal trapped in one place staring at the person I used to love who has now because my poison never being able to show love to one another until the heat death of the universe and yet I have won... I have no feelings but i want to cry"